So it seems like I don't get to post on here as much as I used to, that's partly why I started using Twitter (twitter.com/christibyte). Things are starting to get a bit, I dunno existential for me, I think that is a good way to explain it. Some things for me are going really well for me, while others things are going painfully slow.

I feel that many of the things that are happening in my life are meant to happen for a reason. In the last year I have learned so much, changed so much it amazes me and I'm not so much talking about trans as I am talking about becoming independent, taking control of my life. I have met so many people that have taught me lessons, lessons of life that I find to be very valuable and I will always cherish them.

I'm not where I want to be, I get glimpses of happiness. I see the path that I will one day lead, but I am nowhere near where I want to be or need to be. The one thing I have long feared and have come to accept, to some extent, is that I will make this journey alone, At least this stage of the journey. I have watched as people have gone in and out of my world for all of my life.

Anyways... I'll be in Louisville on Saturday NOT visiting my family, so if anyone is around and wants to hangout, let me know.

Meredith Christine